Finding ME!

How many women still put yourself LAST even though your kids are grown and gone?

I am asking this because I have always thought it was the “RIGHT” thing to do. I guess from the example my own mother set and then later my mother in law.

When my husband and I became empty nesters, I did a couple things I thought were just for me. I took up running (I wanted to look better). I wrote a book (I felt the need to PROVE my worth).

Then I did some inner healing work. I healed from an emotionally abusive childhood. When I shared this with family, they looked at me like I grew a third leg or something. Outside looking in, they saw a great childhood.

Now that I am healed enough to boldy post, speak and share about my emotional abuse, everyone seems to think I should be happy, content and at peace with my life.

To those on the outside looking in, I have everything a women should want. I have a great marriage (32 years) live on a lake with an amazing view in a cozy, decorated house, drive a cute car, work from home helping others heal, have written five books that I self published on Amazon. I have traveled to other countries, I have all my needs met right?

Looking on the inside of myself, I want MORE… I don’t mean more as in material things. I want more as in feeling valued, worthy, adored, cherished, important, respected and to feel like what I think ,say and feel matter.

I used to think maybe these things were missing in my marriage. But what I have discovered is it was missing within myself!

I didn’t feel important, worthy, cherished, valued, adored, respected or that what I thought, said or felt mattered.

It all stemmed from my BELIEFS that I come last. That my NEEDS, WANTS and DESIRES are supposed to come last.

In always putting myself last, I grew not just bitter and resentful, but unhappy, unworthy and sad.
Never understanding these feelings until the past year or so.

Now I am on a journey to put myself FIRST so I CAN give my happiest, worthy, self to others, without feeling bitter or resentful.

At 53 years of age, I have learned a very valuable lesson and its showing in my face, eyes, and even body.

So, if you have been taught that as a mom and wife your needs, wants and desires come last, you need to work on FILLING UP YOUR SOUL with first, so you can give from a place of total peace and contentment.FB_IMG_1551284311732

Pray always!

The devil attacks us in our weakest spot….our vulnerable spot.
It’s different for all of us.
For some it’s our health, our marriage, our faith, parents, siblings, friends or job.
For me it was my oldest son’s marriage.
I pray daily for MY marriage, job, health, grandchildren, friends, relationships….
I didn’t cover my son’s marriage lately in my prayers because his wife was posting on Facebook how amazing it was and how much she loved her life, her children and her husband ( my son).
I got blindsided.

Lesson learned….Keep EVERYTHING and EVERYONE covered in prayer even when it LOOKS like they dont need it.

I know its NOT my fault and I in no way blame myself.
But I realize I would have been better prepared for this attack if I had continued covering his marriage in prayer.

If you THINK we are just fighting against physical problems….you are sadly mistaken….
There is ALWAYS a spiritual battle going on around you when you are a follower of Christ.


Not today or any other day devil…I am the daughter of the most high, king of kings!

Speak Life!

Stop speaking doubt, fear, lack or negativity.

Stop accepting failure, frustration, and adversity.

Start speaking life, belief, peace and positivity.

Start accepting success, ease, and favor.

As a Christian you do not need to ever accept defeat. God wins everytime.

Start walking in the power that Jesus Christ provides and let go of all He died for.

If you read the Bible, you already know who wins this super natural war…



BORN WORTHY journaling session starts Sept. 10th am and pm.
and even if you have taken this last month with us….
NEW journal prompts are added LIVE…
Replays always available.
So not are we only talking about and healing your unworthiness… we are digging into your relationships… mostly marriage to get rid of past, present and STOP future resentment.
Resentment is what kills most marriages.
Playing the “BLAME GAME” bringing up the other persons mistakes from their past, even if you dont share with them… and you keep them festering inside.

Is there any conclusive proof of God?

Question: “Is there any conclusive proof of God?”
Answer: The answer to this question depends greatly on what is meant by “conclusive” proof of God. Can we reach out and touch God or see Him in the same way that we touch and see people? No. But there are countless ways one can know assuredly that God does exist, that He is real, and He is who He says He is. We will look briefly at three ways of proving His existence using both science and the Bible.
1. Proof of God: The Law of Cause and Effect. This law of science states that every cause has its effect and every effect has its cause. This law is the basis of all science. As such, this law bears a relationship to the origin of the heavens and the earth. In fact, scientists agree that the universe has not existed forever, that it had a beginning at some point in time.
The theory of relativity, which is almost universally accepted among scientists, has certain implications for this Law of Cause and Effect. One is that the universe, defined as time, space, matter, and physical energy had a beginning, that it is not eternal. And it is through Einstein’s equations that scientists can trace the development of the universe back to its very origin, back to what is called the “singularity event” when it actually came into being. Science has proven that the universe really did have a beginning. This means that if the universe had a starting point in history, then it obviously began to exist, and it must have a cause for its existence.
Therefore, if the universe needs a cause for its coming into being, then that cause must be beyond the universe—which is time, space, matter, and physical energy. That cause must be something similar to what Christians call “God.” Even Richard Dawkins, probably the most prominent proponent for atheism in our time, admitted in a TIME magazine article that “there could be something incredibly grand and incomprehensible and beyond our present understanding.” Yes, and that is God!
We can best summarize this cosmological evidence with the following statements:
(1) Whatever begins to exist must have a cause for its existence.
(2) The universe began to exist.
(3) Therefore, the universe must have a cause for its existence.
(4) The attributes of the cause of the universe (being timeless, existing outside of space, and so on) are the attributes of God.
(5) Therefore, the cause of the universe must be God (Genesis 1:1).
2. Proof of God: The Law of Teleology.Teleology is the study of design or purpose in natural phenomena. This law of science essentially means that when an object reflects a purpose, goal, or design, it must have had a designer. Simply put, things do not design themselves. This holds true for the things in the universe, which proves that it had to have a Designer.
For example, the earth in orbiting the sun departs from a straight line by only one-ninth of an inch every 18 miles—a very straight line in human terms. If the orbit changed by one-tenth of an inch every 18 miles, it would be vastly larger and we would all freeze to death. If it changed by one-eighth of an inch, we would be incinerated. The sun is burning at approximately 20 million degrees Celsius at its interior. If the earth was moved 10% farther away, we would soon freeze to death. If it was moved 10% closer, we would be reduced to ashes. Are we to believe that such precision “just happened”? Think about it: the sun is poised at 93 million miles from Earth, which happens to be just right. Did this happen by chance or by design? It’s no small wonder that the psalmist alludes to God as the grand designer: “The heavens declare the glory of God; the skies proclaim the work of his hands. . . . [The sun] rises at one end of the heavens and makes its circuit to the other” (Psalm 19:1, 6).
3. Proof of God: The Laws of Probability and Fulfilled Prophecy.There are 1,093 prophecies in the Bible that refer to Jesus and His Church, and each one of those prophecies was fulfilled! The Old Testament contains 48 prophecies that pertain to the crucifixion of Jesus. When applying the laws of probability to calculate the likelihood of several events taking place at or near the same time, all probabilities have to be multiplied together. For example, if the probability of a single event occurring randomly is 1 chance in 5 and the probability of a separate event occurring is 1 chance in 10, then the probability that both events will occur together or in sequence is 1 in 5 multiplied by 1 in 10, which yields 1 in 50.
In considering the fact that several different prophets who lived in separate communities over a span of a 1,000 years made predictions of Christ 500 years before His birth, the odds against these prophecies coming true are simply beyond our wildest comprehension. For example, the chances of one man (Jesus) fulfilling just 8 of the prophecies attributed to Him are one in 10 to the 17th power (that’s a number 1 with 17 zeroes).
Consider this: imagine covering the entire state of Texas with silver dollars to a level of two feet deep. The number of silver dollars needed to cover the whole state would be 10 to the 17th power. Mark one silver dollar with an “X” and drop it from an airplane. Then thoroughly stir all the silver dollars all over the state. Then blindfold a man and tell him he can travel wherever he wishes in the state of Texas. Then somewhere along the way, he is to stop and reach down into the two feet of silver dollars and pull up the one silver dollar that has been marked with the “X.” What are the chances of his doing this? The same chance the prophets had of eight of their prophecies being fulfilled in any one man in the future (based on the work of Peter W. Stoner and Robert C. Newman in Science Speaks: Scientific Proof of the Accuracy of Prophecy and the Bible [Chicago, IL: Moody Press, 1963, pg. 101-109].)
The Bible with all its fulfilled prophecies proves the existence of God. Through the law of probability and the mathematical odds of prophecy being fulfilled, we can know assuredly that there was a divine Designer and Author of the Bible. The same One who brought the universe into existence. “You may say to yourselves, ‘How can we know when a message has not been spoken by the LORD?’ If what a prophet proclaims in the name of the LORD does not take place or come true, that is a message the LORD has not spoken. That prophet has spoken presumptuously” (Deuteronomy 18:21-22).
Finally, God, the Creator of the universe and Author of our salvation tells us, “Remember the former things, those of long ago; I am God, and there is no other; I am God, and there is none like me. I make known the end from the beginning, from ancient times, what is still to come. I say: My purpose will stand, and I will do all that I please” (Isaiah 46:9-10).

Who are you, and what do you want?

Great question to ask yourself every now and again. Who are you? What do you bring to peoples lives? What do you stand for? What do you fight for? What are you passionate about? What are you fearful of? Who do you WANT to be?

What do you want out of life? What do you want to be remembered for? When people hear your name, what do they think about you?

 Who are you and what do you want????


What IS your message to the world? What is your message to your friends? Co workers? Social media? We ALL are sharing our message every time we write a post, or share a photo or quote.

Sometimes it’s funny, complaining, debating, spiritual, uplifting, informative. Sometimes are message changes, just like this font.

But what is your CORE, UNDERLINING, ALWAYS SHINING THRU (whether good or not so good) message?

Lets look at your social media. I could have several people read thru your posts of any of your sites ( Facebook, Twitter, insta gram) and they could tell me what YOUR CORE MESSAGE IS.

What are you posting? What are you passionate about? What do you talk about, show pictures of? It tells everyone the story of YOU. THAT IS YOUR MESSAGE TO THE WORLD! 

Now, at any given time you can CHANGE YOUR MESSAGE. Isn’t that awesome? You have the power to change your message to the world, however you want! 

My question is…will your message STAY CHANGED AND INTACT? Or will the old negative thoughts and habits sneak thru? 


Whatever it is or whatever you want it to be, you get to be the ONLY ONE TO DECIDE! 

I challenge you today to check your message you are putting out there.

Move your Mountain!

God has given us the power of FAITH to move the mountains in our lives. We make the mistake of asking God to move or remove our problems, pains, sickness, fears etc. We are called to use our FAITH and BELIEVE that when say to our mountain to MOVE, BE GONE, LEAVE…. it has no choice but to OBEY our FAITH in GOD’S POWER HE HAS GIVEN US.


Good morning beautiful souls! I am asking you this question this morning in a non worrying way. Meaning I am not here to learn about your worries or your fears. I am here to tell you to STOP.

Stop worrying about your job, your family, your financial situation. If you know the Lord, you should NOT be worried about anything.

It is senseless and useless to worry when you know and trust God. Submit your life to God and get worry free. YES, it IS that simple. When you worry…you are picking sides…you can be on God’s side and choose FAITH or on the Devils side by choosing worry. Do not worry about your life….submit to God. He wants to handle it. He already has it figured out. Start Thanking Him now!

If you know who you serve…Do not let your heart be troubled! Instead be Thankful and Worship the Lord. Worry will destroy your worship….but worship destroys worry! Read that again!

Pray and confess what you want to happen. Cast your cares upon the Lord! Speak it and decree it!

Speak this next sentence out loud:

FAITH RULES MY HOUSE!  Repeat that with heartfelt meaning this time!

Proverbs 3 verse 5-6 Trust in the Lord with all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding, in all your ways submit to Him and He will make your paths straight.